What a girl wants..what a girl needs :)

i just came across irene's blog and something reli cght my eye!!!guys on earth reli need a makeover!(not like the girls doesn't) but if only guys wud start thinking like this = I have no business asking for a girl's heart and exclusive affections if I'm not ready to consider marriage.

isn't tat true or isn't tat true!!!LOL i mean i see so many people on campus and all around me coupling up then trying their level best to flash their 'possesion' and rub it in to the face of the observers(like inder). and at times it just strikes me,,will it reli last?isn't it gonna lead to the same old breakup.makeup.fakeup. routine all over again?and some people actually say girl u'll learn form ur past based on how many people u have dated..you'll end up being friend wif him/her and you'll learn to forget of your past..

BLEHH who am i kidding,,forgive mayb forgetting is a NO NO for me!!the thing is tat i dun wna noe!nor do i wna learn (medic has TONS of things to learn alryte) can't the perfect one just come up to me one day and then i'll chose to learn?almost impossible ryte?but indeh is so sick of people faking it around till almost everything around seems like the movies..at times people tell me girl you've got to get hurt, got to bleed to know u're still alive,,to drag u back into reality..but the thing that bothers me is do i reli need 2 bleed?can't i just live a life of both?

then one day during impromptu i tawt i got the worse titile when it read if you were looking for a lover or for a friend, what do u really want in him? its was so simple i thought.Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to.someone who won't pretend.Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you and understands how I feel.Someone who can keep me real so i don't need to fake it. someone who wants to share and shows he cares. someone to share my pain.Someone who I can cry with trough the night and appreciates that I'm there :)

sounds so simple ryte?den came the bleeding n hurting part i mentioned earlier to drag me back into reality. lol to all people out dre readin this, if u're in a rship think A GAZILLION times or even if u're plannin to start one..just as long as u think it'll have a future den carry on happily :) and if it doesn't, its best we all stop pretending and let down the fake roles we've been playing so far..don't hesitate to show ur inner self for if he/she can understand u or accept u for what u reli are, he's just not the right one. remember God has always had something or someone AWESOMELY SPECIAL for us. it's reli just up to us if we're willing to wait for the right time..

And to all singles readin this, don't feel disheartned everytime u hear a love song on the radio or your friends keeps bragging about their spouse. just think of it this way. all u ever wat in a r'ship is for someone to pamper you, says he loves you and cares for u..[or watever i said up dre :)] just think of it this way..in the mean time of waiting for God's gift u can be that very person!!!I cannot tell you how much a simple act of self-love will bring you closer to receiving pampering from others. don't hesitate on getting urself a HUGE BAR OF CHOCO or simlpy that new shoes u've bene dying for..We give so much to others, why be stingy with ourselves?

as for now..i'm just gonna wait for the RIGHT TIME for the arrival of THE RIGHT ONE :)..till then i still have my crapped out friends and laughters to fill that empty space i'll be hoping to fill someday..