It's the time of your life so live it well ( Randy Newman)

Was a bug, little bug, hardly there
How he felt, what he dreamed, who could care?
Without any evidence
(His flaws were many)
He was full of confidence
(Some people haven’t any)
Didn’t have much common sense
(It’s highly over-rated)
He just knew that he’d come through
It’s the time of your life so live it well
It’s the time of your life so live it well

haha i noe. a reli unexpctd song to listen to no? (for those who dunno its Randy Newman - time of ur life from A Bug's Life)

It's the time of your life, so live it well.
sometimes i wonder,, does this life reli fit me?

in between rushing for assigments and lab works and pbls and clinical skills and anatomy dissection hall lectures and normal lectres and mdls and studying and trying to cope annd trying to be a fren and a sister and daughter and God knows wat else and just trying to have that usual INdeh time where i just do watever shiet i wna do..

its like i barely have time this year!! yep life has been as hectic as hell! we barely fin our xam last 2 weeks and we have a new one coming up in another 2 weeks ( wif tons n tons of shitty lecture notes to cover)

and then there's my 2nd sis wedding coming up on the 11th Dec. am supposed to be happy and pretty excitd abt it no? i tawt so until i found out tat we have Lan exams on the 10th and den Osce on the 13th and Theory for GIT on the 17th..

i was almost suicidal when i found out.


but heyy,, i was browsing to a fren's blog and i had to agree wif him. i guess i kinda secretly signed up for this life wif the devil when i chose this path. i'm trying my level best to juggle betwene so many diffrnt responsibilities (some i din sign up for mind you) that i simply am not in the position to handly any additional drama at all - which rmeinds me,, watever had hppnd must've happnd at the very right time.

tho its all so hectic,, i must say it has been an eye opener to many MANY things. nowadays,, somehow,, ive began to see certain things in a diff view and ive tried so many new things. like for one : I NEVER IMAGINED MYSELF DOING A RECTAL EXAMINATION!! (well altho it wasn't all human,, the tachycardia like feeling ws def present!)

and how i reli wish i can go one yaking about my life ryte nw,, i can't :(
i've got to go shower and catch up on a whole lot of shiet before my weeknd fades off..

i solemnly promise to write another post asap!! God bless ya'll!