No sleep. Headache. EXHAUSTED. Just shoot me already

This does not count as my 3rd post in the same night.

Does it...?

i'm reli super exhausted but i just cant sleep!! this shitty feeling has been going on for the whole week :( ive tried everything !! (well almost everything la) which include praying, listening to songs, reading and exercise but to no avail!!

The min i open the books or i switch on the computer, my brains automatically goes on shut down mode and sudd i feel like my eyelids weighs more den a ton. The urge to sleep kicks in so badly that i know if i shut my eyes i wud be able to fall asleep in the most ridiculous position.


That is of cos until i land on the bed (which mind you is less then 2 steps from my study table). Somehow the min i land onto the bed, my eyes immediately shoot open and no matter how hard i try to close em, my mind wud somehow betray me. Out of nowhere weird thoughts begin to circulate, one often leading to another, and within mins i’m wide awake on my bed. Wats worse is that i try my best to lay very still till i noe officially have neck cramps.

I noe i noe. Ive heard all of it b4. I’ve been home too long now i need to adapt back to the hostel life. But arghhh c’mon!! Ive been a hosteller for nearly 2 years plus nw, how bad can this be??

Wats worse is that if I do get some shut eye time, the slightest noise would wake me up(which has nvr hppn b4) and then you can easily picture a few more wasted precious hours. And now all this effort to sleep has given me a headache that mind you has been accompanying me for the past week.

Owh and ya. Did i mention class is till 5 tmrw? And that we have lectures in the afternoon? Or in other words complete no concentration form inder cause the afternoons are when she sleeps since she strtd schooling?




Sigh.. No sleep. Headache. EXHAUSTED. Just shoot me already. Since when has sleeping become so tiring?.